Running away is not a solution.

 Hi, maybe I was trying to write a blog post ten times. I couldn't find a proper topic -even we can choose semi-formal topic. As a result, I want to talk about somethings which are I run away. One of them is writing. Although I find proper ideas, I think they are not good enough.Therefore, I postponed.Other is finishing Forugh Farrokhzad's book. This book is very special for me. Normally, it would be sent to me with extra notes and poems, but it didn't happen because of me. I bought this book one day I don't know, but now I am afraid to read it. Actually, I feel that I will lose our connection if I finish reading it, so I postponed.

"gittim... bağışla beni, vefa yoktu deme onda

çare kalmamıştı kaçmaktan başka"

 

Also, she has a beautiful movie. Maybe you want to watch it.

"yüreğimin acısını söylüyorum.

ruhumun yakıcılığını söylüyorum.

sessizliğimi korkurken, kemiklerim ufalanıyor. 

çünkü elinin ağırlığı üzerimde.

hatırla, hayatım bir soluktan ibaret

çöldeki bir pelikan gibiyim

yıkıntıların arasında bir baykuş gibi

ve bir serçe gibiyim, damda tek başına kalmış."                                

Other thing is meeting new people. I used to love meeting people, and always have big groups. Although I had not been shy person, I didn't start talking or friendship. However, I want this because I give a promise that is about not having friends this year to myself. I know.I will keep it, so I delayed. Also, I miss my old best friend, but I am happy about not talking anymore.It is a little bit ironic.

By the way, I am sorry to talk about sad things, but these days they take up a tremendous place in my mind.I am also sorry about the deadline.Normally, I wrote a paragraph about advantages of individual study in order not to can find any topic on Sunday; however, I delete it this morning.